Cory & Erin

Omg!

2012-02-09T22:10:00.002-07:00

Being sick for the last five days has taken a toll on my breast milk stockpile. After tomorrow, ther will be ZERO ounces of milk in my fridge and freezer! Brek is increasingly hungry and I have nothing stored. I am officially panicking. Today, I only pumped 6 oz yes, 6 oz out of three pumping sessions. I was pumping 15ish a day at the end of last week, and I was freaking out then because she eats 20. What am I to do? I do not want that sweet baby on nasty formula.

The guilt.
The horror.
The shame.
The tears.
The spit up.
The nasty poop smell.

I am going to try to do a power pump this weekend. I started drinking mother's milk tea. I am going add a 3 AM pumping session back into the schedule. I am going to increase protein. I am going increase water to over a gallon (I already drink about a gallon day.) I could try fenugrek again but I don't think it worked.

Loves and hugs- I can overcome this, I have to overcome this!
Erin

Update

2012-02-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

I thought I was better yesterday so I went to work....it was short lived, four hours. My friends at worked took extra care scheduling a doc appointment for me. (My doc is on vacation until February 13.)

He said the clinic did on ok job, very standard, because the infection went into my kidneys he would have done something a little different. He actually said, 'the treatment the clinic gave you is like trying to take an elephant down with a BB gun when the job clearly calls for a bazooka.'

Bazooka indeed, I was there 1.5 hours, three prescriptions, and two shots later I went home. I think I feel better, but it is to early to tell. At midnight I woke up soaking wet again but it subsided and this morning I am semi-functioning. Hope I can hold out-there are 400, 7th graders that need entertained over a four hour period today, and I am the gal that has to do it...alone.

Loves and hugs-V-Day is around the corner, are you ready? Cupid is scattering love all over our house!
Erin

I thought I was dying...

2012-02-07T18:52:00.001-07:00

Not kidding, I have been out for the past four days. As some of you know I volunteer on the weekends so I can finish my degree, I am so close I can taste it. I woke up in the wee hours of the morning in pain. I took an ib profane didn't think another think about it. I went about my day. CC and I were on our way to dinner and I got a horrible fever (it was only a ten minute drive to the restaurant) we turned around and came home.

Sunday morning I woke up to a stabbing pain in my lower back, (so much for volunteering)comparable to delivering a baby. CC checked to see what time the clinic opens, 10:00, dang. I suffered threw fighting a fever and sharp pains. Our clinic experience was typical, bad service and sitting in the waiting room. It turns out I had a kidney infection and my white blood count was high. Because I breast feed I cannot take the 'super' antibiotics so the doc said if the antibiotics did not work I would have to be admitted to the hospital. What the crap?!? I had another fun filled, fever night, I would either wake up shivering or soaking wet. Rough night. I thought for sure I was getting admitted. As it turns out my white blood count went down, phew. But the fevers did not go away until late this morning.

Loves and hugs--My very cute daughter turned 12 weeks yesterday!
Erin

Snooze

2012-01-31T21:39:00.000-07:00

My new snooze button is Brek. Instead of hitting the button one more time I need to kiss her just one more time. I could spend all morning holding, cuddling, kissing her. She is the most adorable little gal.

I wake up 2.5 hours before I leave for work just to be with her as much as possible. At night I hold her until the last possible moment.

Loves and hugs-She is the new snooze.
Erin

10 Weeks!

2012-01-23T12:42:00.001-07:00

Brek reaching! She is so big!!


Today's Picture

Loves and hugs-She is gorgeous!
Erin

Just what I need

2012-01-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

Another project...I want to start couponing, not just clip coupons and save a few dollars. I am talking Extreme Couponing where you get $100 in groceries and spend $10. If any of you get the Sunday paper and want to help I would love your coupons. Because of my crazy life it might take me a few months to figure it out.

Most of you know I am a picky eater, my plan is to donate the extra food and supplies to the food bank or other nonprofits. After watching the show, Extreme Couponing, there are so many free items that slip by.

Brek update, she is a doll! She has been sleeping through the night for a couple of weeks! She goes to bed at 9 and wakes around 6. This is perfect for my work schedule, I go in at 8:30 so I can spend as much time as she needs feeding her. She is a slow eater it takes about 40-50 mins. I do not care because it is our special time.

School started on January 13, and I start volunteering this weekend. I have 10 clients I will visit after work and on weekends.

Loves and hugs-Add extreme couponing to the mix and really I have nothing on my plate.
Erin

Love Box

2012-01-12T16:29:00.002-07:00

I am just now realizing that I have to do 2 love boxes this year! I haven't started yet...what to do?
If you have any ideas for my sweet little newborn...I am open for suggestions. I think I have Mr. CC covered but you never know!

When we found out we were pregnant Love Boxes were on clearance so I purchased one for B...CC is jealous because her's is bigger than his. The love that goes into them is equal!

Loves and hugs--What are you V-day plans?
Erin

Midnight Feeding

2012-01-09T00:29:00.003-07:00

Brek has dropped the midnight feeding but Mama has not. Since I have been back to work I tend to pump 3 oz--Brek eats 4 oz. Keeping the midnight feeding gives me the extra oz to keep a full stock for them. Keeping her 100% breast fed is so important to me...In case I get down, I might need help remembering this in a couple of months.

Loves and hugs-off to bed.
Erin

At Home Daddy

2012-01-06T00:53:00.001-07:00

That man I am married too is the best daddy! I officially went back to work this week, the first day was fine but day two, notsomuch!

It all started when I left the house, Miss B was wide awake cooing and smiling. Then a typical day at work but add in emotions, missing a pumping session, spending more time than necessary with a few people, and working late=stressed out/guilty mama.

But the redemption to a bad day is an amazing dad taking care of baby B. Dinner was on the table-house clean-breaking the schedule for extra cuddle time. He knows exactly what our family needs. Love him! Oh, did I forget to mention he sends me a picture of her every morning? Well, he does, and I need it.

Today's Pic...I know it is sideways...I will take what I can get! :)

Today was better. If you have a baby please try to take 12 weeks, 7 is NOT enough. In fact England allows 6 months and Canada gives one year...just saying'.

Loves and hugs-family (whatever it looks like) is one of the most important things.
Erin, tired and hormonal

Childlike Experience

2012-01-01T10:24:00.001-07:00

Brek brings new joy to our life. Holidays we would otherwise pass by now have new meaning to us. The line up is fairly standard every holiday and her developments. One of the firsts I hope for is sleeping all night.

2011 was good to us, many blessings and only a few bumps.
January-New Job!
February-Trip to Vegas...and you do the math!
March-Discovered we were pregnant!
April-Trip to Cozumel and cruise with my mom.
May-Went back East to CC's bother's officer ceremony.
June-Septmber-Pregnant during the summer, oh my!
October-CC received bad news.
November-Brek joined our family!
December-Bonding/adjusting to our new life.

Loves and hugs-May 2012 bring as much excitement as 2011!
Erin

Schedule

2011-12-31T04:19:00.001-07:00

I will start 2012 going back to work.

It's bitter sweet. I am finally starting to feel 'normal' and would LOVE to have another five weeks to bound, organize, and visit my family and friends. The sweet part is I enjoy working and look forward to having some of my own identity back...if only the pregnancy pounds would disappear.

I mentioned we started doing Baby Wise in CC and Erin fashion. The concepts the we use (for now) are scheduling. The first 8 weeks you do 3 hour blocks of time, for example our scheule (on most days) looks like this:
12:00 AM - Eat
3:00 AM - Eat
6:00 AM - Eat
9:00 AM - Eat
10:00 AM - Awake Time: Tummy Time, bouncy chair, bath, cuddle, reading, singing, talking
11:00 AM - Nap
12:00 PM - Eat
1:00 PM - Awake Time: etc...
2:00 PM - Nap
3:00 PM - Eat
4:00 PM - Awake Time: etc...
5:00 PM - Nap
6:00 PM - Eat
7:00 PM - Cuddle, bedtime
9:00 PM - Eat

This is the 'master plan' however, she will sleep longer at night, or we have visitors, or we get tired before nap time, you catch my drift we adapt. We try to keep on this routine or something in a three hour block depending on the timing.

This is where we differ from baby wise, they suggest you STiCK to the schedule, but If she cries or I just want to hold her, I do!

In other news...we went on our first date this week. CC's mom came and babysat for a few hours.

Loves and hugs-scheduling helps keep me sane...and stressed all at the same time!
Erin

The Long and Short

2011-12-22T07:04:00.001-07:00

I have been so bad about blogging. When I have time I am usually cuddling my baby.

We are trying take the concepts of Bab.y W.ise and modify them a little for Brek. Some days it works and some days, not so much. I return to work on January 3 and school on January 13. Essentially, I need a plan.

If you have visited CC's blog you know he will be home with her. Knowing that helps with the stress of a busy schedule.

Loves and hugs-that's all for now.
Erin

What is CC up to?

2011-12-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

You all know how much adore that man...now you can too...he has joined us in the blogging world http://man-training.blogspot.com.

Loves and hugs-Stop by and check out the latest in man-training.
Erin

Face Time

2011-12-07T19:44:00.001-07:00

One of the best joys of being a new mom is FACE TIME! It is 4:00 AM you have been up and down all night. The little bundle of joy is eating, again, instead of eating and going to sleep, she has decided to stay awake--wide awake. Her big eyes staring back at you, full belly and gives me, only me undivided attention for as long as we want. We can sit there for hours staring at each other...best moment of the day!

Things are starting to mellow out (not really but I feel a little like my old self). I know the cry that is reserved for us, just the two of us, our special time. We know when she has pee'd and cannot stand the feel of the wet, smelly diaper on her bottom. Then there are a few things she has figured out about her parents, we are weak to her adorable cry. If she fusses long enough at 5:00 AM she gets to sleep on our chest and cuddle until morning. We are weak! AND I couldn't imagine not spending those moments with her.

There is one question that people have asked me over and over and I do not agree with them...let me explain...

The question is..."Now that she is here, isn't it amazing that you never realized you could love someone so much?"

The answer is: Actually, I love Cory that much! About year 3 of our marriage we realized we were 'all in' divorce was not an option for us--EVER. We love each other unconditionally and our love is what our family will thrive on. (Of course we fight, but we do not fight 'dirty' and bring up the D-word--EVER, that creates insecurity for he relationship and how can you every fully trust someone if they threaten that every time things get rough.) If love is lost between you as a couple, then what was the point of bringing another life into the world? Yes, the love for a child is different--I like to think we took the best parts of both of us and created this amazing child!

Loves and hugs--Love can keep us together!
Erin

Thanksgiving

2011-12-02T21:05:00.001-07:00

Last year, our Thanksgiving looked very different than this year! You know what??? We wouldn't change it for one second! Each year offered something amazing...last year, we were on a cruise with our very good friends, Shane and Zak. This year we were snuggled at home with our baby!

Thanksgiving 2010

Thanksgiving 2011

Loves and hugs--Our motto is "Let's make memories." Everything we do is a new memory.
Erin

Birth Story

2011-11-21T16:23:00.002-07:00

As you all know little Brek made her début last Monday! CC was a doll to keep you out of suspense. So here are the details a week later.

3:00 AM-Saturday woke up with heavy spotting, I thought this is the ‘bloody show’ everyone talks about-I might do this on my own! ;)

3:00 AM-Sunday-Woke up with cramps, thinking this is it pre-stages of labor, I might do this on my own!

4:30 AM-Monday-Woke up had CC call the hospital to confirm our ‘reservation’ (yes, we prefer to discuss it as a ‘vacation’ instead of a medical procedure). They were packed so we got deferred to 7:00 AM.

6:30 AM-Showered, Shaved, Finished Packing, Told Chica goodbye.

7:00 AM-Finally, departed from our house—stopping to have one last pick-me-up from the 7-11-Chocolate Dunford Donut, YUM!

7:30 AM-Arrived to our 7:00 check-in, oooops.

7:30-9:00-Check-in, they asked me questions like, ‘do you feel safe at home?’ ‘have you ever had an STD?” Weird. You have my chart!

9:00 AM-10:00 AM-IV, The labor and delivery nurse and I spent some time talking about going natural and she was very supportive. I was concerned because I was going to be on PIT that the contractions would come on too fast and I wouldn’t be able to manage it. She felt that we could try and if it got too bad they we could take care of it at that point. I was really thankful for her because I think my Midwife would of put me on an epidural upfront, I know a Midwife, right?

10:00 AM-Started PIT. The nurse started me slow, 4 drops per minute and we increased as time went on. At this point I am dilated to a 1 and 80% thinned. At my appointment the week prior I was dilated to a 1 and 75% thinned with high blood pressure, hence the induction. Nothing was really changing.

10:15 AM-Increased PIT to 8 drops per minute. No change.

10:30 AM-Increased PIT to 12 drops per minute. Started contracting a small amount.

11:00 AM-Increased PIT to 16 drops per minute. This is where the contractions started and I stayed at this level of PIT until delivery.

11:30 AM-The nurse came in and checked me, dilated to a 3. She said she was going to lunch and that she would be back in an hour to check. I thought, ok, nothing is really happening.

11:40 AM-Sent Cory to get something to eat. I thought at this rate that man better have something in his stomach so he can get through this long day.

11:45 AM-I thought I was going to DIE! The pain, it just kept coming and I was all-alone. (I know everyone would be back and I had a nurse button but I kept thinking, why did I send him away?)

11:55 AM-Cory came back, I was holding on to the arm rail like a raft floating in the ocean. At this point, I do not have any medication so I can get up and down, I was so thankful that I could walk around, go to the bathroom independently, and take the monitor off if I needed too.

12:00 PM-3:30 PM-I dilated from a 3-9. (We didn’t know that until 3:30 PM) The pain was intense during these 3 hours. Cory tried to call the back-up nurse but nobody would respond. He went to the desk, he kept pushing the call button, Nothing. Finally, he said, we need help with pain management! (I was hurting pretty bad and the bloody show was a little more than I expected.) At 3:30 PM my awesome delivery nurse and the epidural guy came in and she apologized that nobody told me she had a delivery after lunch and that is what detained her. She was really irritated that nobody else came in and checked me. She checked me and I was at the last moment before I could have any assistance with pain management. I was dilated to a 9! I did it, most of my labor without any support! She was pretty proud we made it through without any communication. Then she said, do you still want something because you are almost there. In complete desperation I said, YES!

By 3:45 PM-I was completely out of pain. (Because I was so close to delivering they didn’t give me an epidural they gave me a spinal block for 90 minutes.) She checked me again, I was completely dilated and my water broke as she was checking me. The next step was to start pushing, so we did.

4:45 PM-The Midwife finally arrived (Not sure how many deliveries she had that day but she was pretty busy, after Brek was born she left to catch another baby). At this point the pain is completely gone, the nurse was awesome and kept complementing me on how ‘good of a pusher I was’ I pushed from a -1 to a +2 in 4 contractions (for you non-moms, that is pretty impressive).

Brek was posterior for 12 weeks in my womb (that means she was head down but face up, babies are typically born face down) her little head was misshapen (like Marge Simpson) so it was hard for her to come out. (I think she turned face down on Sunday night and that is what I was feeling because she was face down at birth) I could push her out but then she would slip back in.

4:45 PM-5:10 PM-We tired everything, I would push and push, CC and I did a tug of war trying to focus my pushing efforts elsewhere, they used a ton of KY trying to get her head to slid out, they massaged me, they tried slipping fingers in to catch her, but that gal just couldn’t come out. (Remember, at this point I am SO thankful for the medication—we are laughing and joking.) I actually, referred to my sweet daughter as “Prairie Dogging It”. I had to explain it to the doc and the nurse and then they started laughing--it was awesome.

By 5:10 PM the Midwife decided that she needed to do an episiotomy and with that Brek was free!

5:24 PM-Baby Brek was born! The cord was wrapped around her neck (which is the case in approximately 75% of all births, they typically do not tell you about it) the Midwife unwrapped it and then her body came out. She barely cried. CC cut the cord, they placed her on me and we had a quick moment. Then it was time to move on to the placenta and sewing.

All and all, it wasn’t as bad as I thought—plus the end result was amazing.

It didn’t go as planned but I am glad it went as it did. Even getting medication at the end was worth it because CC and I could enjoy the amazing process and not be distant from each other. In the depths of pain I was experiencing I didn’t even want him to touch me. Once we got medication we were able to laugh and joke and have a conversation. When my family arrived to meet Brek we were able to visit and not be consumed with the details because we were there for each other during the entire process.

Tuesday, we were in the hospital for monitoring. I was hopeful they would send me home but they wanted to watch Brek for jaundice.

Wednesday, the Pediatrician needed to check Brek and then we could check out. By 10:00 AM we were on our way home. I had to stop and get a prescription and we were home!

Thursday, we had to go back to the pediatrician and follow up with the jaundice check, all was well.

Friday, we did newborn photos. (More on this later—new mom’s shouldn’t do this this soon---even if they say you should. It is too hard on the heart strings and takes WAY to long.

Saturday, we hung out at home.

Sunday, hung out at home.

Monday, hung out at home.

Loves and hugs—I am very excited about hanging out at home with my new family!

Erin

Daughter is Here!

2011-11-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

Hello world,

CC here again. Baby Grey is here!

7 lbs 10 oz and 19 inches of perfection. By the grace of GOD Mama and Baby came through like champs.

At the last minute before starting to push Erin got an epidural, and I'm glad she did (scary). I'll let her explain better in a day or so. I'll just say we won't be your typical new parents, telling horror stories and trying to make it sound like we had the worst birth ever, it was surprisingly easy (at least for me).

Enough of that, without further ado let me introduce Brek Leigh Grey,

Thank you for all your prayers and love,

Love and Hugs

Mama Grey Update

2011-11-14T13:48:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone,

CC here. I hi-jacked Erin's blog and wanted to fill everyone in on Erin's progress.

We ended up getting pushed back to 7:00 this morning, which means we showed up at 7:30. They got her all hooked up by 8:30 and started the inducing at about 9:30 or so. Beings we were hoping for a natural child birth she doesn't have an epidural, yet. Seems like a whole hell of a lot of pain to me, I don't know how she is dealing with it so well.

She has been having contractions for a while now, and we (by we I mean her) may have to break down and get her juiced up. Whatever it takes to make sure she is o.k is good by me.

Other than the obvious pain and the fact that I can't figure out the mechanics behind this birth thing (the sizes of objects involved doesn't work mathematically; i.e baby, uterus, hoo-hoo, etc.) Erin is being a real trooper.

Please join me in praying for an easy birth, and that mama and baby will be safe and healthy.

Like always, Love and Hugs- scared and excited.

CC

Rice Krispy Treats

2011-11-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

In 11 years of marriage, we have NEVER made Rice Krispy treats. We live in Utah--this must be a sin! Last night, a dutiful husband, CC went to the store and purchased the items, we whipped up a batch...OMG they were DELICIOUS! Of course, that wasn't enough, I had to melt chocolate and dip my treat. It was divine!

Baby Grey is due tomorrow. Honestly, I think she is content staying in...forever. The doctor has other plans and her eviction notice is being served Monday morning at 5:30 AM. I am torn about this decision but my blood pressure is high and causing worry for the doctor. Deep down, I just want to meet Baby Grey and name her so I can stop calling her Baby Grey. We did have a name picked out years ago, but now we are not sure about it.

CC-has been a lamb. I haven't even had to think about the logistics of anything, bags packed, room finished, clothes washed, freezer meals-frozen, you name that man has done it. I just LOVE him. He is looking forward to having a small element of his wife back. I never realized how much I miss myself, you really do become a different person when you are pregnant. Everyone tells me it will be a while before you are back...that is ok...just so I come back...some day.

Friday is my last day of work...

Loves and hugs-Hopefully, this weekend we meet our daughter!
Erin

Product Update

2011-11-06T16:30:00.000-07:00

Day 2 & 3 review of my informercial product!

Day 2: Still love the product, hair=silky, shiny, and soft. The one disadvantage I can see is living in Utah we have dry air which creates static...which equals crazy static hair for me.

Day 3: Washed my hair as usual but added one pump of product after rinsing my hair as a leave-in-conditioner, awesome, no more static!

I will keep you posted on the progress as I use it for a week or so.

Baby update: Still no baby. One more doctor appointment tomorrow...we shall see!

Loves and hugs-Please pray for me to go into labor--I do not want to be induced.
Erin

Awake

2011-11-05T03:13:00.000-06:00

It is officially the middle of the night and I am awake. I had an upsetting dream so I thought I would get up and try to calm down. I went to a few of my favorite blogs and I was quickly reminded that God has a plan for us and everything will be fine. And, just like that I am ok.

He is good. Look at our new life, in a week (hopefully not much longer) we are going to bring home our daughter! My pregnancy hasn't been that bad, I was even sick until last weekend,I didn't take any sick time during my entire pregnancy, and I have the best husband.

Really, what else matters? Nothing!

Loves and hugs-I am truly thankful for God's peace. Good night.
Erin

Infomercial

2011-11-04T14:31:00.000-06:00

My mother is addicted to the shopping network. Sometimes, I worry that it might rub off on me but then I am about the cheapest person I know...but then...I fall victim to their products. They are sneaky!

My latest purchase was a Shampoo product, Wen...I got it in the mail last night...so FREAKIN' excited!I am going to post a few times about it to let you know how I feel...

Day 1=LOVE IT! My hair is silky, shiny, and oil free.

Let me say, since I have been pregnant my hair has been more oily than normal. I was 'stripping' it with baking soda ever three weeks. This morning my hair felt oil free, and not dried out.

I was only able to use the main product because the other product is a deep conditioner you let sit for 40 mins, there was NO way a 9 month pregnant lady was getting up early to deep condition her hair. I can do it tomorrow and blog about it then.

The jury is still deliberating but it is leaning towards a must HAVE!

Loves and hugs--I am a sucker any type of beauty products, infomercial or not!
Erin

Clarification

2011-10-30T20:50:00.001-06:00

Our first born, Chica still lives with us...forever! Ever since she could hear the baby's heartbeat she has avoided me. We no longer snuggle, we no long cuddle, she barely greets me when I come in the house. I cannot wait for her to meet Baby Grey so she understands our family is growing and I am still her mama too.

Loves and hugs--We ADORE that little doggie!
Erin

The things I miss

2011-10-30T11:34:00.000-06:00

1. Jeans
2. Sleeping on my back
3. Shoes
4. Bending over
5. Walking
6. Chica
7. Shopping
8. Breathing
9. Energy
10. Routine

Loves and hugs--In less than 2 weeks maybe some of these things will return.
Erin

What not to do...when you are 9 months pregnant.

2011-10-23T10:43:00.000-06:00

I was feeling a little nostalgic last night so I started flipping through some of our old photo albums. As you know, we LOVE vacation...I mean LOVE vacation. (We try to take 2 large trips per year.) One of the photo albums was from a really good time in our life, healthy, happy, great careers, and in SHAPE. When you are 9 months pregnant and there is no end in sight, you probably shouldn't look at the healthiest you.

I just hope that girl comes back...even if I am not the same size and shape.

Loves and hugs--I miss her energy and her face.
Erin

The places WE will go!

2011-10-20T08:42:00.001-06:00

My last night of school was Tuesday! (Well, until January.) Our teacher had us listen to The Places You'll Go by Dr. Seuss. This story is so fitting for so many of us...especially in times of excitement and trials.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQRWeZy-S8Q

Loves and hugs--Remember you have friends to go with you!
Erin

Nesting

2011-10-16T19:53:00.000-06:00

The man I love, CC has officially started nesting! I would have thought I would be the one to start but as a non-traditional couple nothing surprises us. He has washed all the baby clothes, put them in the drawers, and sanitized all the hand-me-down toys.

(Rocking Horse from my Grandpa's storage!)

He is such a romantic...he even went to the Big Box store and purchase "Puppy Pads" for the hospital ride. Just in case my water breaks he doesn't want anything to get in his truck or my car...I feel so special!

As I type, he is pushing Chica around in the baby stroller trying to get her use to riding in it...wow, our life is really starting to take a different direction.

Loves and hugs--More to come on the puppy pad situation!
Erin

Onesies

2011-10-02T19:37:00.000-06:00

Baby Grey,

We are very excited about you joining our family!

Here are some special onesies, made with love from your family and friends!

Made for you with love, Mom!

Made for you with love, Papa

Made by Mom

Made by EVERYONE

Loves and hugs--We love you!
Erin

Time

2011-09-28T21:38:00.000-06:00

Here I sit at 34 weeks pregnant. Oddly enough time is going so fast! I only have 6 weeks left! Can you believe it? 6 WEEKS!!! There are times in a week that I panic--I only have 40 something days left to get ready, and then there are days that it seems like it is a million years away, and then there are days where I cannot wait to meet Baby Grey.

Last week, at the doctor appointment she threatened me with bed rest, if I do not slow down, I am going on bed rest. AHHHHH. Does she realize that it doesn't work for my schedule? If you saw everything I have to do in the next 4 weeks--a regular, non-pregnant person would be tired. What would I do if I was stuck on bed rest? I try to take it easy but I am not sure that is in my vocabulary.

Loves and hugs--Still need more time to take pictures and post them for everyone!

Wait for it...

2011-09-25T20:58:00.000-06:00

I cannot wait until I have time to post a few pictures! We had friends over to celebrate the addition of Baby Grey and I cannot wait to show you our creative friends.

Loves and hugs--Stay tuned!
Erin

My Cup Runneth Over

2011-09-21T18:51:00.000-06:00

The Doctor reported that Baby Grey is doing well, she is growing...already weighing in at 4 lbs. However, I might not be holding up to the pregnancy thing. My body is swelling, swelling, swelling, the doctor concerned me a little with her facial expression. She said, "you will take it easy or you will be on bed rest." Guess, taking it easy is the new me. Now...if my calendar could match up with the 'Doctor's Orders.'

Loves and hugs--I am so thankful for this experience and cannot wait to meet this little gal!
Erin

Give me a break...

2011-09-16T16:20:00.000-06:00

I think it is time for us to take a mini-vacay to regroup and prepare for a HUGE life change!

Any ideas that are close to home, fun, and something a prego lady can do without dying?

Loves and hugs--I really do not have time for it...but I need it!
Erin

Guilty as Charged

2011-09-12T11:13:00.000-06:00

Yep, living in the future.

Loves and hugs...let's try to live in the present.
Erin

Faking It

2011-09-01T14:21:00.000-06:00

How do you do it all?
-A Professional
-A Wife
-A Mother
-A Homemaker
-A Student
-A Friend
-A Daugher
-A Sister
-An Aunt
-A Hostess
-A Housekeeper
-Creative
-Organized
-Pregnant
-Prepared
-A Cook

Anxiety is building...for what is to come...and...when will it arrive...and...will I be ready...and...will 'I' ever be back...and...and...and..

Loves and hugs-Life is starting to catch up to me...can I continue to fake it...and...will I make it?
Erin

The Final Count Down

2011-08-30T14:04:00.000-06:00

Loves and hugs--10 weeks!
Erin

Traditions

2011-08-29T20:12:00.000-06:00

Labor Day weekend is around the corner...anyone remember what we do over Labor Day?

What no guess?

We CAN SALSA! This year I am limited on time and hope I can do it all on Sunday.

Loves and hugs--I <3 traditions!
Erin

Nesting?

2011-08-28T21:15:00.000-06:00

Some people clean, some people decorate, we choose to buy appliances! Our kitchen is tiny, 9'x9'. I decided to give up one of my cupboards to put in a new dishwasher!

We also bought a 7' deep freeze to stock up on freezer meals and breast milk.
Loves and hugs--We are 10 weeks out until she arrives!

Ramona

2011-08-25T20:15:00.000-06:00

You are experience RAW emotion from me at this moment. The worst haircut that has ever happened to me--jut ended. Remember the goofy little girl from our childhood Ramona Cleary?

Well, you can see her in person, just stop by!

All those plans for pregnancy photos this weekend...yeah, that's not happening. Sorry Baby Grey, you are not getting to see your pregnant mom. I just pray that my hair grows out by the time she is born so I do not have hideous hair in her newborn pictures....or there won't be any!

Loves and hugs--watch what buttons you push tonight I might breakdown and cry.
Erin

Seriously?

2011-08-24T20:53:00.001-06:00

Ok Ladies....I have a very serious question...why do you get breast implants?

I have officially grown several cup sizes in the past six months and I do not understand the fascination with large breasts! Why would you go through that just to have a guy notice you? I understand if you needed a lift but really to go to a Double D, its just wrong!

Loves and hugs---The things I think about...now-a-days.

Erin

Scale

2011-08-23T19:41:00.000-06:00

We are NO LONGER friends! I do not like you, I do not want to step on you, and I definitely do not want others to be present when we have a date.

Fortunately, dear scale, I am growing a sweet little girl and I don't care how rude you are...or what your little evil--digital screen has to say--you DON'T MATTER!

Loves and hugs--In the future, we might be on speaking terms, but not for a longtime.
Erin

Crocker Grey

2011-08-22T19:45:00.000-06:00

Barefoot, pregnant, and baking!

Loves and hugs-It feels like 1950s!

Bake-off

2011-08-21T20:26:00.000-06:00

Almost success! We tried 3 different zucchini bread recipes and two of them are ok. Tomorrow, I will try to create my OWN recipe! Once it is perfected I will share with you.

Did you know my zucchinis are so large I baked 9 loaves of bread with 1?
Loves and hugs--Just call me Betty Grey

You know how I know you are old?

2011-08-19T19:26:00.000-06:00

First Saturday off in weeks...what is on our schedule?

Zucchini Bread-Bake off!

The day will be spent baking different recipes to see what new recipe will be added to our family favorites! More to come...

Loves and hugs--Sad...

3 O'clock

2011-08-18T18:10:00.000-06:00

Before pregnancy, I use to get an afternoon high at 3 o'clock. These days, I get a snack at 3 o'clock.

Like clockwork, I need a pick-me-up at 3 PM...without fail...I feel like I am about to pass-out from exhaustion, take a look-see at the clock and what do you know, its 3 o'clock.

Some of my 3 o'clock snacks are:
*Brownie from Chick-Fil-A
*Coconut Chocolate Chip Cookie from Paradise Bakery
*Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookie from Great Harvest
*Snickers with Almonds
*Swiss Roll

The theme...CHOCOLATE!

Loves and hugs-Nothing stands in the way of me and my snack, NOTHING!
Erin

...

2011-08-16T20:33:00.000-06:00

Loves and hugs--That's what I am thinking about!

One more paper and a quiz!

2011-08-15T20:24:00.000-06:00

It's true...I have one more paper and quiz and this semester is OVER!

Whatever shall I do with myself?!?
*Wash all the baby clothes
*Clean all the baby things I have acquired
*Register
*Make thank you cards
*Move furniture (not me CC of course)
*Perhaps a SPA treatment?

Loves and hugs--All I know is---it will not be HOMEWORK!
Erin

Exactly what I need!

2011-08-14T16:57:00.001-06:00

How do you do it all...and stay sane?

The past 6 Saturdays, I have been in school, at a funeral, at bear lake, oh, did I mention school?

School Saturdays are the WORST they start at 6 AM and end about 6 PM.

I get home and what do I find...

Chica, greets me, vacuum lines...what do I smell...bleach...I further investigate...the bathroom=clean, kitchen=clean, laundry=done, dining room=clean. OH HAPPY DAY!

Loves and hugs--Not only is he a HUNK, he cleans!

Erin

New Stress

2011-08-11T20:28:00.000-06:00

What are we going to do about day care? AHHHHHHHHHHHH

We have about six moths to figure it out but I am starting to stress. CC got bad news at work today and I am complete devastated. Yesterday, he asked if they would be flexible with his schedule and they were so supportive. Fast forward to today, they are not willing to be very flexible. (Insert swear)

Not to mention I have been so consumed with school, work, and trying to stay rested, forget about a nursery or registering for baby gifts. Really, what does she need? Love is all I've got these days, its free and doesn't take much time.

Loves and hugs--It will all work out--but oh, the stress!
Erin

Never thought...

2011-08-10T19:25:00.000-06:00

Our big dinner tonight was Sam's pizza, pretzel, sprite, and a chocolate milkshake for the amazing price of $5.35.

For the first time--EVER--CC wanted pizza and I didn't.

Loves and hugs--I blog about the most exciting things!
Erin

Looky, Looky

2011-08-07T18:27:00.000-06:00

It's here! Our newest yard fixture arrived Sunday. These are inserts for cloth diapers! I imagine that they will be washed about 3-5 more times before baby Grey arrives.

Loves and hugs--Firsts are so exciting!

New Developments

2011-08-07T14:47:00.000-06:00

Pregnancy update: Week 26

*I now snore
*Not only do my feet swell, THEY HURT
*I can feel her move like CRAZY
*I do not have balance (I look like a drunk when I walk)
*I LOOK pregnant
*Pregnancy brain=I had a point but I forgot
*Stress about daycare/nanny/work schedule/school schedule/diapering/nursing/etc.
*Dark spots on my face
*Blemishes

I couldn't be happier! She can just take this earthly vessel and abuse it all she wants because when she gets here I am going to LOVE her, hold her, and squeeze her!

Loves and hugs--We are SO ready to meet her--only 14 weeks to go.
Erin

Mercy Me

2011-08-04T14:25:00.000-06:00

They are one of my FAVORITE Christian bands...today, as I was listening to "Bring the Rain" I thought back to the past year and how true the lyrics are for me...Naturally, I wanted to share this thought.

"Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain "

Loves and Hugs--Easier said than done, right?

Erin

Pet Peeve

2011-08-02T21:19:00.002-06:00

Something that drives me crazy...a toilet room. I am at this 4-Star resort and my toilet has it's own little room...why would you want to go potty by yourself in a 3x4 foot room?

Since CC is a home designer...we will NEVER have one of those.

Loves and hugs--It is really the little things that make me happy!
Erin

Where to start...

2011-08-01T23:02:00.000-06:00

I am officially exhausted!
Here is the short version of my week...
--Monday-Date with Baby Grey
--Monday Night-CC's grandmother passed away
--Tuesday--Worked, Figured out travel arrangements, homework, laundry
--Wednesday-Up at 4 AM for golf tournament, packed our bags, drove to Missoula, MT
--Thursday--Drove to New Port, WA, visited with family
--Friday--Shopping with MIL, visited with family
--Saturday--Funeral, visited with family, drove to Dillon, MT, Stayed in a pee smelling hotel
--Sunday--Drove home, 8 loads of laundry
--Monday--2 loads of laundry, drove to Heber City for a conference, homework, currently at said conference, procrastinating more homework, blogging, and now bed time.

Loves and hugs--It's CC's B-day this week!
Erin

Date with Baby Grey

2011-07-26T19:33:00.000-06:00

We had our 'Targeted Ultrasound' with Baby Grey yesterday. First off, she is a doll, second, a little bit of a brat, and third, completely all Cory & Erin. I cannot wait until we meet her and get to know her little personality. So far, she is shy, stubborn, acrobatic, and adorable.

It's crazy to think that this little baby has a personality already, and I LOVE her. This morning we were resting before we got ready for the day and Chica was cuddling with us. I think Baby Grey could hear her and she started kicking Chica, of course, spoiled Chica started kicking back. Oh dear, this might be my new life!

Loves and hugs--hmmm....my new life, BRING IT!

Sun=Bleach

2011-07-25T19:42:00.000-06:00

Since we are going to cloth diaper...'They" say sun is the best bleaching agent for diapers...so naturally, I needed a clothesline. I was looking for a used one but everyone I found had clothes on it and CC wouldn't ask. This model will not take up my entire yard and CC can take it down in the winter!

Loves and hugs--I cannot wait to use this new GREEN product!

Erin

Cory Land

2011-07-25T17:37:00.000-06:00

CC's first Father's Day present from Baby Grey!

Bear Lake was a fabulous! Next year, Baby Grey, and cocktails!
Loves and hugs--My Heaven!
Erin

It's happening!

2011-07-22T14:19:00.001-06:00

We are going to Bear Lake this weekend! I cannot wait...you are going to be excited when you see CC's new father's day present in all of its glory!

The things I am worried about:
1. Camping
2.Swollen Legs
3.No Bathroom
4.Sun damage to my already freckly face
5.That my sister and Bugs will not make it

The things I am excited about:
1.CC's new present--Caribbean Island
2.Cooling off in the cool blue water
3.Finally going there
4.Visiting with my friends!
5.Napping
6.Reading one of those delivery books
7.NO HOMEWORK
8.Time with CC
9.Picnic on the beach
10.Smores!

Loves and hugs--Stay tuned for CC's Caribbean Island photo!
Erin

This is dedicated to the one I love!

2011-07-21T20:55:00.001-06:00

Loves and hugs----Isn't he a hunk?

Never Been Blogged Before

2011-07-20T20:20:00.000-06:00

Say hello to my little friend, Louie!

Shane, Zak, CC, and Erin took a trip in November...on the way home we past Saks 5th Ave. Yep, I went in dress that way, and I came out with Louie! Isn't he wonderful?

Loves and hugs--I think so too!

Much to do about nothing...

2011-07-19T18:39:00.000-06:00

I realize I am due in 16 weeks (YIKES) and I have not read ONE book about childbirth. The logical side in me says, "Erin, you better start flipping through a few of those books that are sitting collecting dust." But the not-so-logical side says, "Erin, women have been giving birth for thousands of years, you'll be fine."

The reality is...I am tired, really tired, when I have a free moment, I should be reading text books not birthing books, I still have this degree to finish, we are still remodeling, there is a practicum site to be found, a resume to update, registering for baby Grey, birthing classes to take, doctor appointments, really, the list is ENDLESS!

Loves and hugs--Just do it!

Where does the time go?

2011-07-18T16:10:00.000-06:00

OMG--I am six months--six months. I see why pregnant ladies talk in weeks, 24 weeks not so bad, 6 months holy cow!

In my short time being pregnant I can tell you the most annoying question:
"Do you have a name yet?"

Let me make a general statement--NO! Well, actually we do, but we are not announcing her name until she makes her debut. The thing about announcing your baby's name already, 1. Someone will try to take it, 2. They make some comment about your name, 3. They try to suggest a name for you, 4. It's not really your business--so back off!

While I'm at it...please do not touch me. It's wrong in so many ways! Are your hands clean? Do you want me to touch your belly?

Loves and hugs--Thanks for listening!

Big Day!

2011-07-14T16:25:00.003-06:00

Yes, we are one of the lucky few that are going to see Harry Potter before the official release date! The best part about it is I have my nephew Tanner here to go with me. Until November last year I had not watch a single show...now I am well versed in all things Potter.

Loves and hugs--I know you are envious! :)

Whiner

2011-07-12T15:50:00.001-06:00

This is my worst pregnant day so far...I have not stopped whining all day. Even I am getting sick of hearing it. Sorry friends...I am going to have a pity party for myself today!

-To start the day off I had to work early! BOO!
-I got CC's coffee on my new white sweater.
-My digestive troubles were at an all time high!
-I have TONS to do this week and no time to do it!
-There is more homework than hours in the day!
-Managing 60--14-18 year olds today for a summer program.
This really hasn't been my favorite day. I just want to go home and cuddle with CC. But...its shop night and his free night to drink beer (not nice!) and I am home cleaning and doing homework. Poor me!

On the brighter side...I have 3, yes, 3 classes left and 600 hours of practicum and then I will FINALLY be finished with my schooling!

Loves and hugs--That news made up for a whining day!
Erin

What's for Dinner?

2011-07-11T21:10:00.001-06:00

Garden Fresh Peas!

Loves and hugs--My favorite time of year!
Erin

New Chair

2011-07-10T21:53:00.000-06:00

Baby Grey has a new highchair!

The coloring is WAY off but it is SO cute, its pink.

(I know, I don't love pink but for the price!)

We will need to figure out a tray situation but who cares, its down right adorable.

Loves and hugs--Swap meets and $5 highchairs are the best!

Erin

Someday!

2011-07-09T19:21:00.000-06:00

Someday in the near future...I hope I have time on a hot Saturday/Sunday to visit my Utah Heaven, Bear Lake!

Loves and hugs--I hope it is before August 20th!

Cloth Diapering

2011-07-08T20:55:00.000-06:00

Yes, Baby Grey is going GREEN! The hippie in me WILL make this happen. Once you see the stats Thirsties shares in their catalog you might consider it too!

*86% of their customers say they spend LESS THAN 2 HOURS laundering their clothe diapers each week! AWESOME!

*86% of their customers say that using cloth diapers is SO MUCH EASIER than they thought it would be! (How will we know unless we try?)

*46% of their customers say the financial savings are the #1 reason the are committed

Did you know that disposable diapers have a fine print? They do...

***IMPORTANT: Shake baby soil into toilet.***

(Raw sewage that is tossed into our landfills contaminates our water supply and breeds viruses and bacteria that are then spread to humans by insects.)

I assume they leave the last sentence out because people are too concerned with convenience not conservation.

Loves and hugs--even a small gesture can make a difference.

P.S. I am looking for a 'umbrella' clothesline if you know of anyone in UT looking to get rid of theirs I WANT it! (The sun is the best bleaching agent!)

Pictures!

2011-07-06T19:41:00.000-06:00

Pumpkins

Squash--can you see it?

Watermelon

Zucchini

Sugar Snap Peas...almost time to eat!

Garden

Finished Table!

Smore's Headquarters!

Apricots are almost ready--if you want some let me know!

My favorite spot in the yard!

Yellow Bathroom

1st ever store bought toilet--Have you ever purchased one?

Loves and hugs--See the benefits of composting! Our garden ROCKS!

Bathroom Complete!

2011-07-05T21:32:00.000-06:00

It's true, my bathroom is finished!
No picture, I haven't taken one yet.

It's true, my mosaic table is finished!
No picture, I haven't taken one yet.

It's true, we are having a baby, she is not finished yet!
No picture, the stink will not cooperate!

Loves and hugs--I am picture-less gal tonight!
Erin

Compost

2011-07-04T21:24:00.000-06:00

Composting is the coolest...all the cool people do it!

(This awesome product is replacing a plastic ice cream bucket.)

This weekend we went to Park City to World Market, this is my newest 'green' product!

Charcoal Filters reduce the odor in the house.

Loves and hugs--Will you start composting?
Erin

She Knows

2011-07-03T20:59:00.000-06:00

Picture this...Lady and The Tramp...the baby comes home and Darling feels left out.

Now fast forward to the the Grey's story...Chica knows! Her life is about to change--and she is sad.

I feel awful for her, doesn't she know she is our first child?

Loves and hugs--that doggie will ALWAY have a place in our hearts, she just has to make room for Baby Grey.

Score!

2011-07-02T20:23:00.000-06:00

Yard selling = $95 Motorcycle, $5 in Cloth Diapers
KSL=$75 of Cloth Diapers
Home Depot=First ever NEW toilet

Loves and hugs--My feet are as large as Shreks.
Erin

Ode to Tape

2011-07-01T22:08:00.001-06:00

Frogtape is the greatest invention!

The crisp line it leave behind, fantastic!

Loves and hugs--For all your painting improvements--you've got to try it!

Erin

Bliss

2011-06-30T20:33:00.000-06:00

Lunch in the park.

Dinner in the hammock.

Homework complete.

Feet elevated.

Garden blooming.

Baby growing.

Happiness!

Loves and hugs--Happy day!

Old Bones

2011-06-29T21:31:00.000-06:00

12 Hour Work Day=hurting Erin.
Swollen Cankles
Achy Body
Sore Feet
A Little Cranky
A SWEET CC...he brought me ice packs, made dinner, and rubbed, my former ankles.

Loves and hugs--This baby is using my ENTIRE body to be cozy! 19 weeks little one, 19 weeks. Then I GET A COCKTAIL...for days like these!
Erin

That Baby!

2011-06-28T20:30:00.003-06:00

She only wants to show me weird pictures.
We heard her heart beat and saw her cute little body!
There is a HUGE amount of comfort in seeing those images.

I am ready for her to be here and part of our family.
Soon, very soon!

Doctors appointment in three weeks, it's our target appointment, ensuring she is developing properly!

Then again in three weeks, I have the yucky drink appointment. I hope I can make it. I have had some NASTY tests and I hope this is not as bad as the colonoscopy cocktail. Maybe nothing is that bad!?!

Loves and hugs--That baby! :)

Check this link out...

2011-06-28T15:44:00.000-06:00

I can totally see my CC doing this for Baby Grey!
http://www.rookiemoms.com/links-to-love-june-28-2011/

Loves and hugs-He is going to be the cutest father!

What to blog about?

2011-06-27T20:22:00.000-06:00

Nothing has happened since I blogged yesterday. It was a typical day, carpool with CC, work--typical, lunch with CC, work--typical, commute home with CC. We stopped at the parade of homes in Kaysville and Layton, saw a couple of nice homes. Went to Ross and DSW for a little shopping, maternity clothes mostly, didn't find anything. Went to dinner...just got home. It's late, cankles are in FULL bloom. Now getting ready to rest.

Tomorrow, I am officially 21 weeks! We have an ultrasound tomorrow and maybe Miss Baby Grey will give me that adorable profile picture this week. The last one she looked like skeletor, giving us a full on face shot, not the most precious of pictures, but it makes you feel like you already know her sweet personality.

Loves and hugs--More tomorrow.

Bathroom Days 4, 5, 6

2011-06-26T20:50:00.000-06:00

And...the award for best husband goes to CC! I had school all day Saturday and I came home to CC working on my bathroom. He finished sanding, primed the walls and the ceiling, went shopping for a few necessities, and had my Happy Friday present waiting for me. (Yes, he was a day late...but I will take it!)

(Pic does not show the awesome yellow that is to be my new bathroom...stupid Droid!)

Today, he painted two coats of paint, tiled the floor, hung the door! Folks, we are hours away from a completed bathroom. Perhaps, this week I can work on the hoarding mess that is my basement!

The list to complete the project :

1. Paint the Ceiling

2. Grout

3. Paint the trim

4. Hang Trim

5. Hang Mirror

6. Hang Light Fixture

7. Install Vanity

8. Seal Grout

9. Install Toilet

10. Paint the Door

11. Install the Faucets

12. Hang Towel Racks

13. Clean the Bathroom

14. Shopping!

15. Work on the hoarding mess

Loves and hugs--I just love that man!

Erin

Cankles

2011-06-22T21:16:00.002-06:00

Feet shots are my favorite! Every vacation or when I resting and have a camera I snap a pic similar to this...

But now...I have cankles...it is only June and in the 90s (finally) how am I going to make it to 100 degrees in August?

Loves and hugs--Baby Grey...I love you already...but...I am officially 20 weeks...20 more to go....

Maybe this year?

2011-06-21T20:28:00.000-06:00

Remember this post from last year? Well, that dreaded table project is still incomplete. Sitting down with a tube of liquid nail, a bucket of 'saved' tile, and a dedicated Erin I finally, got half of the table finished. Hopefully, it will not take another year to finish the other half. CC said he would go buy me more glue and finish the border....do I want that or my bathroom finished?

Loves and hugs--The things that make you go hmmmm...
Erin

Doing the right thing...

2011-06-19T15:02:00.000-06:00

Grocery shopping is a necessary evil. At the store today as we were leaving there was a wad of cash next to my car door. I think it was $100. It was pouring down rain (as it has all summer!) and I sent CC in to give it to the manager. You never know what the manager is going to do with it but you must ALWAYS do the right thing when nobody is watching.

Loves and hugs--Because He is watching!

Erin

Pottery

2011-06-15T20:39:00.000-06:00

On our visit to Wyoming this weekend we picked up a 'new to us' kitchen table! This table has been in my family longer than me. Tonight, after scrubbing 60 years of grease of the table and chairs CC and I dined on our first meal at our new family table!

What was for dinner you ask? Breakfast! You do not know this about me but I can make a mean pancake with homemade syrup. It is divine! CC thinks Baby Grey is going to inherit this skill---and possibly the table!

Do you see the yellow plate? Yep, the 9 year anniversary gift, Pottery! CC and I went to Color Me Mine and made pottery to celebrate 9 blissful years of marriage!

Loves and hugs--Family traditions are grand!
Erin

What in the world?

2011-06-14T18:23:00.000-06:00

Feeling a little upset about this world...people are laid off, people do not have to pay back money they owe, good people that would make great parents cannot get pregnant, but we move on like nothing happened. And it seems, the people who should have things taken away from them are getting further and further ahead.

Recently, a few of my friends on blogs or FB have experienced horrible hardships and they are handling it better than I ever could! But there are jerks out there (former bosses) that are still thriving and moving forward, whilst we are trapped.

For what its worth friends, I am sorry. I know there is a higher power in control and we are all here for a reason. When we are handed lemons lets hold on to them until we are ready to make lemonade. It's okay if it takes a while to move on...but remember He is in control!

Loves and hugs--Feeling a little down for some of my peeps.
Erin

Where is the Bathroom Update????

2011-06-13T20:58:00.003-06:00

There is none! Instead of having CC work his fingers to the bone I gave him the night off. We went to the X-Men movie instead.

Loves and hugs--Erin=Good Wife!

Day 3-Bathroom

2011-06-12T20:51:00.001-06:00

No picture but...CC is doing his hubandly duties and hanging sheet-rock today!

Yesterday, we spent the ENTIRE day yard selling and in Wyoming doing baby stuff. CC's mom has been amazing, she made me 2-Dozen homemade diapers, with more to come! We went to one of their friend's and scored a TON of baby stuff and clothes. Now, when people ask what I have for Baby Girl, I can say lots. Phew...I am not sure if you realize how stressful that question can be.

Safety Glasses-$0.10--The look of Awesomeness--Priceless!

Baby update: Thursday, hopefully we can confirm her gender! I signed up for a New Mom To Be Study and their ultrasound machine is AWESOME! The first appointment I had with them she waved to me! I can already tell she will be brilliant!

My baby bump became a large bump this week. The benefit to this is I can tell people I am pregnant and not chubby. :) The downside is my stomach hurt because of the stretching this week. Blah.

Loves and hugs--My hubbers rocks, and my baby is brilliant. Life is Good!

Day 2-Bathroom

2011-06-09T13:38:00.000-06:00

The plumbers were back this morning...See my shower! Now, if I can talk sweet CC into sheet-rocking this weekend...

Loves and hugs--Maybe I will have a bathroom party!
Erin

Don't Rain on my Parade

2011-06-08T21:36:00.000-06:00

Being pregnant is different but my pregnancy has been different than everyone I know so far, I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful! Honestly, I am probably the most relaxed I have been in the past three years, work is calm, I am FINALLY having a baby.

CC, Erin, Chica-Vegas-February 2011--probably conception! TMI?

By nature, I am a planner, I like to plan. (Of course, I do not have one functional baby item but all the same, I am a planner.) Well, I have a plan after the babe is born, when CC gets home from work and I am feeling up to it, I will be hitting the gym hard. When I share this information with my friends--they rain. Can't I just have that dream? I know it might not happen but it's the plan! What good is life if there is not a plan? Shouldn't the father be involved and have at least 1-2 hours of alone time with his child? Why is that just the mothers responsibility? Seriously girlfriends, it is the 21st century, let's start living like it!

Loves and hugs--I'm going to have a baby and a life!

Erin

This Guy

2011-06-07T18:37:00.000-06:00

I love this guy! He. Is. Bizarre. But I still love him.

It's a proud wifey moment when he reclaims things from the thrift store---but then when you see what he does with it...you never know. Tomorrow for work he is going to Rocky Mountain Speed Way to race cars...and he needed a 'Hot Rod' outfit.

Loves and hugs--That man! At least he will do kissy face with me whenever I ask!
Erin

Cozumel April 2011--2 Months Pregnant!

Bathroom Day 1

2011-06-06T15:38:00.001-06:00

The bathroom/house is re-plumbed! They were so fast...I think I may have gone into the wrong profession--with what they charge and the amount of time it takes. Today, they spent 7 hours and they are coming back Thursday to install the toilet, shower/bath, and the sink. (I will let you know how long it takes for them to finish the entire project!) CC has his hands full tonight framing in the bathroom but it is almost finished!

Before

Loves and hugs--There is a HUGE possibility that I am going to have a second bathroom by the end of the weekend!

After

Bathroom

2011-06-06T09:27:00.000-06:00

At this moment, I am sitting in my house, updating my blog, listening to a jackhammer. That's right, we are getting a new bathroom! This is the most exciting remodel moment in our house since the kitchen! Color scheme-selected, vanity-purchased. Good bye, one bathroom home, welcome second bath! I will update you once we are finished, I hope it is by the weekend, but that is if everything goes right! Fingers crossed everything goes alright.

Baby update: It's a girl! The questions I have been asked:
Q: What's her name?
     A: Don't know.
Q: Will you let her wear pink?
     A: We know most little girls wear pink and if she receives gifts in pink it will be ok, however, pink is not my favorite color, so if Mama has a say, please keep it to a minimum.
Q: Will you let her play with Barbies?
     A: If she wants.
Q: Where are you registered?
     A: Umm...Sometimes I am not sure I am REALLY pregnant. I have had an easy pregnancy and do not really think about it. I am a little overwhelmed with the entire process and not sure where to start...so, I am waiting.
Q: What have you bought for the baby?
     A: A dress in Mexico and yesterday, I bought her, her very own Valentines Mailbox.
Q: Are you excited?
    A: Absolutely, my entire life I wanted a little sister, now I will have my very own baby girl!
Q: How does Chica feel?
    A: Hmmm, she is an interesting one. Since I have been pregnant and she can hear the heartbeat she avoids me. But now that she can still hear it she is doing better. I am a little worried about her but I know she will love her in her own time.
Q: Did Cory have a preference on the gender?
     A: Nope, neither one of us cared we are just blessed to have a baby whatever he/she was suppose to be. He thinks he is going to have 'bad ass' girl so whatever.

That's all the questions I can remember so far...If you have more, just ask!
Loves and hugs--Big things are happening.
Erin

Sweet Summer

2011-06-05T21:03:00.000-06:00

Dear Summer,

Thank you for finally joining us in Utah, it is now June and we finally hit 80 degrees. I cannot begin to tell you how thankful I am that you arrived, I was freezing to death and feared my garden was going to mold. My garden was planted almost a month ago and you are fortunate that it survived, I would have been very upset with you had it not. This afternoon I spent several hours in my newly purchased hammock and I was so peaceful. Please stay around for a while...winter is NOT my friend, you are!

Loves and hugs--I am finally thawing.
Erin

Soil

2011-06-01T18:18:00.000-06:00

Something positive about living in Utah is the Sundance Film Festival. In 2009 there was a film, Dirt that shows the importance of good soil. I haven't had a chance to watch it yet but you know I am going to! Please, watch it with me...and then START COMPOSTING!

Loves and hugs--the veggies in my garden are growing in my latest batch of compost. I am SO excited for the results, only if it would stop snowing here.
Erin

To Tell?

2011-05-31T19:16:00.000-06:00

Tomorrow we have a doctors appointment. There is a possiblity we might find out what we are having. Since I am only 17 weeks it is not as definate as it could be. To tell or not to tell??

Loves and hugs--that is the question.
Erin

Cruise

2011-05-30T19:08:00.000-06:00

As a thirty something--taking a trip with your mom can be interesting. I am glad we did it--It was her first time out of the country, on a cruise ship, and time alone with 'Puddin.' Now that a month has past I wonder what she thinks about the trip. Maybe a follow up luncheon is necessary.

Loves and hugs--Where would you go with your mom?
Erin

Steel

2011-05-29T10:13:00.001-06:00

Friday, we celebrated our 11-year anniversary! I follow the traditional gift structure and have since our first year of marriage. This year is steel. Generally, I am super creative and pick awesome gifts--but--if you know CC you know he LOVES to work on cars, cars made of steel. So instead of trying to be creative I just said, "Babe, steel is the 11 year gift, what would you like?" There was a list. I told him just to take care of it and know I followed tradition. I shouldn't have trusted him, he OVER spent. But hey, it's tradition right?

The other steel gifts we purchased, a blender and a griddle, both stainless steel. Tradition still alive! Awesome. My gift was the best...an entire day...alone...at the spa! Heavenly!

Loves and hugs--What's your anniversary traditions?
Erin

Worldly Possessions

2011-05-27T12:48:00.000-06:00

The less you own, the less that owns you.

Loves and Hugs--Go green!

Cheeks!

2011-05-23T18:50:00.001-06:00

In the past three years, I have had many, many, many tests and medications to figure out why we couldn't have a baby. I was on fertility meds, had some very uncomfortable procedures, and just plain frustrated. I wasn't at my ideal weight to get pregnant but it is what it is and who cares, CC still loves me. The weight gain I have experienced has all landed in my CHEEKS. Yes, my face (not my buns) and they are huge! I look like I did the day my wisdom teeth were pulled---minus the bruises. It's like I am smuggling a year's supply of nuts in these things--eat your heart out chipmunks--I have room for your nuts!

Here I sit, feeling sorry for my chubby cheeks and I am ok with it. My body can do whatever it needs to protect and grow my baby. I will gladly give my body to be used however it needs to be to protect my young. BUT--know this little Baby Grey, once you are out and finished with me--I will have my body back!

Loves and hugs--Someday I will have my "Red Hot Piece of Ass" back!
Erin

Workday

2011-05-22T20:57:00.000-06:00

Friday, I planned a retreat for a committee. It was awesome, facials, laser tag, go carts, dinner, and a skit. I wish every workday included a facial! Heaven.

Loves and hugs--I assure you heaven includes spa treatments!
Erin