I do not believe in Voodoo…but the other night I had a dream
that I was in Louisiana and someone told me I had 1.5 years to live. Guess what
the first thing that came out of my mouth? Oh my goodness, I need to quit
school! I am burnt out and need a break! I have the rest of this semester and
fall semester…and I am finished…that is…if I finish all of my hours! I have
been busting out hours like crazy. I need to get about 28 hours a week for the
next three weeks to be on schedule. (Piece of cake right?) I am envious of my
classmates because they do not work and if they do it is part-time. I on the other hand work full-time and
exclusively breastfeed my daughter. (Which, if you haven’t ever breastfed
before is a full-time job in itself).
Have you ever heard of the seven deadly sins? Well, I am
guilty of them all at this exact moment! Lust, after my daughter and husband…they
are so close but yet so far away. Gluttony…look at my schedule—I bring it on
myself. Greed, I think as Americans we are all greedy. Sloth, I am lazy when I
have one minute to myself. Wrath, all I can say about that is Poor Cory. Envy,
this is probably the deadliest of them all for me I am envious of everyone.
This is not a healthy place for me to be so to spare you a raging pity party
for me I will avoid it. Pride, again another one of the deadliest for me.
Obviously I am on extreme overload, hence the lack of posts.
Loves and hugs-Next time I plan to be much more positive and
less stressed.
Erin
